The Broken Blue Glass Day

Matisyahu posts about Israel getting missile attacked is how I first found out about it. Within maybe 9 hours of the initial events, still unclear.   I talked these Grand stories about having dreams that are bigger than marvel movies and marvel movies being journal entries and having galactic friends and my journey from a simple girl on earth exploring the possibility that magic could be real with going full monty fairy godmother.   Then for today whatever reason or another I’m writing a response on the FB or as they like to call it meta because as we expand through the Galaxy with our communications we have to use more inclusive words. Take the universe for example we can’t say you’re the king of the universe because there’s more than one universe so it’s two vague so everybody’s a king of the universe and every princess is a princess of whatever they need to be or want I don’t know it’s so confusing.   I was not disappointed with guardians of the Galaxy 3 then it gave me a lot of Hope and it was really fun to watch gamora and Star-Lord not date. As we know my recent departure from Florida The Floridian Galaxy had some similar multiverse fixing results. The thing with stars and planets revolving around them is it to come and go sort of elliptic. People are very much the same way and that they come and go and revolve themselves around a star but when all the stars are so close together and you can’t choose sometimes the laws Beyond physics take over. Perhaps that’s where the princess of the beyonder verse or is it the queen of the Beyond diverse or is it just the guardian?   After the latest trip to the Cape Cod Galaxy and reuniting some old classic heroes perhaps Captain America and Tony Stark which seems impossible but ever since the multiverse physics cannot possibly keep up. I adore my favorite space weather man on social media everyday when I can and I feel bad I haven’t been watching lately and I really don’t know what’s going on with the sun and so my emotions are being reflective without my awareness though I’ve been scanning for solar flares and there was supposed to be an ex class one but I don’t think it happened.   Lots of festivals this weekend including the Disco Biscuits New York Biscoland. Then the remnants and outer bands of a hurricane far off the east coast dumped buckets of rain all day Saturday and now it’s very windy in the cold is stepping up as we all know come Halloween is usually the first snow. Still it’s impossible to think the days of summer are truly gone and I still can’t believe how much time was wasted because the air quality was terrible and it was kind of life-threatening to be outside with brownie. Brownie had a lot of uphill battles this summer and I did my best to be there for him and it was exhausting after about 6 weeks I realized that I was stronger than any American soldier in any war. I pushed my body to the limits while being mentally tortured to my breaking point on a daily basis and barely missed a stride and never missed a medication. Soooo many medications given to Brownie to help get him to his 11tg birthday!   He still has anxiety and something is going on where he is limping and shaking occasionally but I’m hoping that heals up.   After Brownie’s surgery which was a miracle and a half and two more miracles probably like 10 miracles he had so many tumors removed and it was his first time under anesthesia and I was nervous wreck. I thought I was going to get a night to sleep and do my hair and have everything ready for him when he came home the next day but they let him come home the same day and I was so excited and happy but at the same time so already over my tired limit.   Luckily I had a lifetime experience of staying up all night and still being responsible and getting all the work done in time. It was almost impossible for me to take any part of schooling seriously because it all just seems like lies and baloney and I didn’t like sandwiches for lunch. I was a product of perfect commercial manipulation and a social experiment generation of mass communication and advertising. Every aspect of my existence it was almost instantaneously created and needed me I wanted that need and that need was fulfilled. Sometimes I didn’t even want anything or need anything but you turn on the TV and then you knew what you needed and wanted. Back then they didn’t have a term called mimicking or really understand kids like us but basically we were just trying to fit in and be normal and experience every little aspect of being alive.   The vivid memories of touching things and looking at things close up and seeing things on such a microbial level in my youth is not a normal sensation that most child go through. Being able to tolerate fire and heat especially fire really seem to be in my head but at the same time it really wasn’t. I do remember the day when I got to the age where fire did start to burn and quite quickly and that time shift in existence seem to be a toll. To get the brain to work harder sometimes the body has to move slower and there is a vicious cycle of manipulation between creativity and deprivation…   It is quite possible the imagination is the greatest gift of humanities biology because in times of desperation pain and suffering the imagination kicks in to deal with it and make the most or more of something and I was blessed with that ability to transform stories that were sometimes boring and big to be bigger and more meaningful or completely fiction and entertaining. It’s fascinated me how you could capture something on a video and then watch it back later and getting into a car and driving down the street I mean I had to really look at the tires to honestly believe that those four things were driving me around it just didn’t really make sense. Then it was explained and it made some sense and it just kind of was easier to accept and think about it any further until I got to the age when I started to see how advanced TV screens were and how quickly these advanced over the years.   Then I went over the Niagara falls in a barrel simulation at just the right age where it piqued my curiosity to think well if that was just a simulation how big are the simulation can we manifest and why would we ever need to manifest the stimulation of us just driving a long road to work and home everyday? Why do we have to memorize roads at all when we have a computer system that navigate and perhaps the translating from the map on your cell phone to the map in your head and being inside of a car actually does more and just transfer you 25 miles it says we do on Earth on a map that was just clean for your conscious to handle the Earth is round because people are believe in respect and the people who really believed it was flat in history we’re from a long time ago so when the multiverse merged obviously time itself is affected generationally.   Okay okay so let’s just get to the good part what happened to Wanda maximoff after she killed herself in the movie because she felt so bad that she tried to kill herself to steal her own children in another reality right?   Well I don’t know what happened to her but another character emerged that was just as powerful as her and I just saw Hocus pocus too for the first time and the story in it about the spell rang a bell. Most which is just want all the power for themselves but a true and wise leader knows that the job of leadership is far how can you prepare a planet of people who only saw it in the movies too complicated for one person. The idea of collective consciousness and gathering all the information to be sorted out and relevant to all truths of all timelines everywhere could be a very difficult job.   If you saw it in the movies and you knew it wasn’t real you can accept it the moment you think that it can happen the fear becomes too much and humans cannot create while living in fear. Producers and manufacturers are probably just as important as Sellers and movers because there wouldn’t be anything to sell or move if there wasn’t a product.   Traveling long car ride you want to listen to a song it’s quick it gets to the point It gets You through The suffering somebody else’s imagination and creation helps you through your time. Funny though how coincidentally you might be going through something similar yourself in your own timeline huh? I reflective processor computer program with instantaneous results and a Jarvis or Friday like system that can create what you need when you need it before you even know you needed it! That’s the kind of Tony Stark revival I’d hope to see on another timeline.   And what about Loki he gets to have this amazing adventure and wild love story but it’s truly the most lonely Love story of All because to fall in love with oneself from another timeline really? It’s kind of like the tale of nurses but a whole lot different and with more intricacy and depth in the human psyche even though Loki isn’t human. The whole cast of that show is amazing and one division was truly an eye-opener. Creating a false world of happily ever after in the suburbs making a series in every genre of television was pure genius and it hit me hard.   As my real world reality started to crumble there was a song no wait a story that I was writing about something called the galactic game of poker. In that game the characters are kind of confusing because of the timeline shifts and also because of I’m assuming what’s going to be explained in the movie coming out on November 10th after the last episode of Loki which is the Marvel’s.   The whole writer strike me total sense because it was almost while it was impossible for me to create a while there and I have come to a correlation between the sun of Earth and creative inception. A topic I can’t wait for Rick and Morty to touch on hopefully because if last season’s chronological order was anything to compare to weekly galactic multiverse timeline news and fairy tale code, then I am super excited to process whatever content will be coming forth from adult swim. I have to have Rick and Morty in real time I don’t know why but it is something that is truly important to me and might cost me a cable bill.   But all of the dogs bills brownies medical needs have to always come first and it’s really scary because I’ve sacrificed everything I can possibly sacrifice to keep things going and instead of getting met halfway from the universe I feel like the universe is pulling further and further apart. So as a race to do the everyday tasks I have to keep up with documenting my imaginative thoughts as every Thursday new episode of Loki would drop. But the main idea to upgrade medical technology has two hold UPS one the fear that the technology for medical can be used to create Superior human hybrids or worse be used nefariously for war. Another reason they won’t upgrade technology is because too many sultans Kings and businessmen are greedy and want to continue making money in their cover the symptoms make people stay sick so they have steady income mentality.   The flagrant disregard for the Constitution during 2020 and the flexing of how little the people are in control of their space showed any higher enlightened beings that they need to stay in check on Earth and not expose their advantages. Well it’s fun in science fiction which is the futures history because nobody wants to sit through boring history classes like in the 1990s they want to watch a movie and know what happened and the movie should be entertaining duh. And the universe is going to have so much history that it’s going to be really hard to get all of the important things in detail in and then to get people to accept realities greater than theirs is far too complicated when you have to try to keep the intergalactic highways and portals open for all of the people that know what’s up.   So on each earth like planet there is a structured map of reality guided by the science physics and every single planet is taught the same way from recorded history the same recorded history in the same fashion and only those who Excel and show exemplary insight patience compassion and wander will get scooped up for higher education. Got to use all inclusive words there so every level can understand. Lol.   Happy early 2024 as far as any history future history or theories go this is going to be one of the most hot bias corrupt scandalous elections in the United States history as media outlets battling each other for whose truth is truer and that fake news is real that the term exists but how to determine as the AI gets more clever and the people wielding it get more tyrannical and fearful the freedoms that we believe we have actually don’t exist at all.   Because in some reality somewhere there is a shield around the world and it’s invisible because if everybody knew about it well it has to be unwritten and not spoken of and very confusing because the concepts are very confusing so you can handle the truth.   Ignorance is bliss.   Sidenote   #2024